1.
We had only just reached the heights:
those explicit beginnings,
that tangerine sunrise
weaving its spell
across the plummeting waves
of the hills
fading into a far off lilac distance.
2.
I asked the wind
I asked the seagulls
I asked the future
I asked the past
none would give up their
shiny, chrome-steeled secrets.
3.
I tried to hatch a plot,
a dainty royalty-laden plot:
a plot to reverse the world,
in its pitiless, exponged, redacted
real-estate escape,
across a no-man’s land of turmoil.
4.
but nobody came to help
when I asked,
while the sullen sun, kept on rising,
despite our freeze-dried excuses
and accusations
and brakes,
a sun, squealing across an angry blue sky
like fingernails across a blackboard.
(Did it ever want to reverse
its repetative, humdrum existence?)
5.
High up on this mountain,
wind whipping my hair,
I write this throw away note:
it is full of performance issues
and hand-written expletives
(no syncronised, flowing tears here;
only lassitude, and styrofoam)
6.
I started out,
my mind full of catapults.
I ended up, somehow,
on a cruise ship holiday
to Madagascar.
7.
If you can count
every grain of sand
on a truncated beach:
well:
well done!
8.
I finally finished the escape plot,
with its myriad permutations
and hieroglyphs.
“Well?” you ask, “Why?”
… but the silent sky
stays blue and offers no clue
and the silent, lonely
seagull’s feather
doesn’t flutter
in the light sea breeze.
This results in a stagnant standoff,
shoulder to shoulder
with the Drifter:
long barrelled
and brimming with confusion.
9.
No Soothsayers here,
only Master Minds.
10.
PAUSE.